Encounter with 2 ex-Kosmic Fusion Volunteers - Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias (part 1)

My first encounter with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias happened in 2013. She was projecting herself being a elegant,sensitive individual who was searching for the truth. Constantly showing how “warm & welcoming” she was to general public. Again another strong Narcissist in disguise which only be revealed if you spend enough time with them.

I was welcoming with words like “Darling, dear …” when we first met, I was being reserved as one of Narcissistic trait is that we do not trust easily. I was using a “wait & see” attitude when liaising with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias. As I also have the “yellow skin” inferiority complex in me, in my mind I have already put Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias  above me.

In our 2013 workshop, I vividly remember one incident where Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias was sharing about what she was doing during our tea break, she introduced herself as a belly dance teacher, a Buddhist of 25 years who used to be the top dog and travel around to do house visiting.. Now that I look back, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias  was showing signs of her grandiosity and how special she was. 

This was especially obvious when during one of the introductory night, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias was showing off to me how special she was because she was able to “pick-up” and saw the reptilian tail in one of the participant’s boyfriend, which I later found out that was her friend, whom she wanted to keep as a secret because this friend of hers knew about who she really is.

In 2015, I got to spend more time with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias due to my needs to get free rides and gossips. Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias took that opportunity to play games with me. In a very well planned manner, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias started her gas lighting with me, constantly making me feel confused by tell me things like “no, I didn’t say that”, “no, are you sure?”, “wait … what did you just say?” slowly breaking my confidence and create confusion to my mind. I even have to take a break her so that I can get my sanity back. I am totally responsible for enabling her by falling into her trap and eventually became her flying monkey to plant her into the Ashram House project.

The mind games that Narcissist played is so subtle that it is so difficult for anyone to point out what exactly is wrong, for those who are reflective and kind will take the responsibility in their life and start looking within and this may be one of the biggest mistake made as the Narcissists being an opportunist will use this platform to mess up their victims' mind and break their spirits.

Encounter with 2 ex-Kosmic Fusion Volunteers - Awakening with Joy/ Joy Kuo (part 1)

The fake image (Masks)

I first knew #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo in the Sydney Expo back in 2013. First impression of #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was that her physical look is petite and seems to be a gentle and timid lady. No one is would be wary of someone who look so approachable and this is the trap that Narcissist has advantage over most their victims.

Blaming is always one way to shift responsibility for Narcissists

Being a narcissist myself, I took the advantage of Sree Maa to get the free lodging from #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo who has offered her place for me during my 3 days in Sydney, so that she can get into Sree Maa’s good book,as we know by now there is always an agenda behind all actions of Narcissist and that’s where we got to know each other.

Narcissists invested their time on their victims

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo already targeted me as her flying monkey because she sees me as someone close to Sree Maa and Shri Ji, she wanted to be that special person as well to fulfill her needs for grandiosity. #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo systematically execute her plan and start her grooming process.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo shared with me her background of where she started her spiritual journey (Buddhism) to portrait/sell her fake image to me, so that I will put my defence mechanism down and started to trust her because I will not see her as a threat but a genuine seeker.

Over the years, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo befriended me, gifted me with gifts, using many excuses such as we are both Chinese speakers to make me feel special so that I will eventually becomes her weapon one day. #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo also make sure she gaslight me into believing that she had language problems and that she faced challenges when working with the Sydney volunteers, but she was cleverly omitting the truth of what she has done to the group dynamics such as creating wedges, forming groups, making allies, etc.

A common tactics used by Narcissists

Because I was playing my own games of superiority complex and grandiosity, I became a ready prey for #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo. She saw my weakness and used me as her flying monkey to convey her situation to Sree Maa, as well as ensuring that I became the strong supporter of her lies that she was being “bullied” by the Sydney volunteers, that she was being treated like an outcast due to language barriers and discrimination. On the hindsight, she does not have any issues in expressing her thoughts when she wanted shift blames on others or share the sob stories. The truth is that she actually has a degree in English language.

Narcissists operate as the Wolf in the cloak ... BeWare!!!

From this you are able to see on so many levels how narcissist operates, we plan, recruit, execute and in the process damages had been done such as character assassination, disrupt the group's dynamic, create doubts and distrust, innocent & genuine people were misused, manipulated and poisoned with the lies. 

The above is just one of the narration of what has happened. Narcissist can NEVER say that we do not know what we are doing as these has been all carefully planned and articulated.

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

My feedback to the Paid article

The truth will eventually set us free because lies can never withstand the test of time… In the society today, there are many situations where we lie just to get away with things in our life. May it be with colleagues, friends and family members … eventually, this “habit” becomes a reality and become part of us… Just like the many lies that Dallia and Irene have given in the paid articles, there was only 1% of the truth, the rest was being manipulated. Selective information was given to put themselves in good light… this is the time that truth is being buried in lies and more lies

Dallia/Iphigenie and Joy Kuo suddenly have "Amnesia" when the need to speak the truth is required

A common phrase from Narcissists

A picture tells a thousand words of Dallia/Iphigenie and Joy Kuo's action

Below is my feedback on the article sent which sadly the journalists ignored 😔

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

Smear Campaign

During my journalling of my experiences, the 2 narcissists have made their move to start their smear campaign with paid articles to seek revenge for their masks being peeled off… they have indeed lived up to their names and has again proven how much of a Narcissist they are … it is sad to see that they never fail to ensure that their seeking of vengeance is being executed just to satisfy their inner needs to play victims, to gain sympathy so that they can trap more innocent people to be their supplies…. I guess the word STOP will not be found in their dictionary 

This quote speaks for Dallia/Iphigenie and Irene/Joy Kuo

Narcissists see people as Objects

Sree Maa Shri Ji is the ONLY victims of our evil acts

I have been a hypocrite for most of my life, I never know how to be real and genuine. It is Sree Maa Shri Ji who has shown me not to be afraid to be real human... this is the very same lessons being shared with Dallia/Iphigenie and Irene/Joy Kuo as well but they chose to indulge in the Lies vs facing the Truth ... Lies will eventually be exposed...

Instead of working on the weaknesses, Dallia/Iphigenie and Irene/Joy Kuo chose to be the ungrateful ones, backbiting the one and only Sree Maa Shri Ji who show Kindness and Love to them...

I would like to share some of the most ridiculous questions raised by the journalists of the paid articles, this is to share some light on how Dallia/Iphigenie and Irene/Joy Kuo manipulated the media platform to suit their evil agendas

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

The crazy world

Narcissists are literally the “criminals” who walked away “crime free” as the damage that they have caused to their victims will never be accountable for … There are no measuring scales to determine the emotional & mental damage the narcissists have done to their targeted victims and in this current world there is no medicine to this illness of ours, that’ why most answer to narcissism is NO CONTACT RULE

Now looking back at what I have done, I was never grateful but spiteful towards Sree Maa Shri Ji for being my guiding light to come out from my murk. I knew that there is something dark inside me that needed to be looked at and seek Sree Maa Shri Ji’s help.

Sadly when Sree Maa Shri Ji trusted that I wanted to make the change and give me encouragement and guidance, I backed out and betrayed Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Just like how Dallia and Irene betrayed the Love and trust showered upon them by Sree Maa Shri Ji, they choose to run a smear campaign against Sree Maa Shri Ji as their Egos are hurt, all they desire is to seek revenge, retaliate and punish those who go against their wishes and to those whom they deem responsible for peeling off their fake masks. Dallia and Irene make all efforts to ensure that their evil plans succeed in creating damages to Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion, when they make the media platforms as their tool to run a smear campaign.

Sree Maa Shri Ji are the ONLY victims of our games, we were using flying monkeys, gas lighting each other and innocent pulsars, exploiting Sree Maa Shri Ji’s kindness. Unfortunately both Dallia and Irene did not STOP and choose to behave in a despicable and shameless manner, they kept copies of Kosmic Fusion intellectual properties and claim as theirs (their agenda is to bring it to other places to start anew overseas) and exploit the teachings received from Sree Maa Shri Ji for their personal gain…

Both Dallia and Irene has fabricated stories to make themselves look like victims, slandering and tarnishing Sree Maa Shri Ji’s good name for their evil games of revenge. It was a one-sided story as they never shared and be honest about what they have done to me and others …. which is so wrong! Now I shall share my side of the stories of my ordeal, how terrible I was treated by them, how they degraded me and break my self-esteem and self-confidence to the extent I have a phobia for public speech, how they use projection, triangulation to get what they wanted, how they played with my mind … and the story continues….

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Below are the common traits of Narcissist which I can relate to as I have some shades of them in me,

• Grandiosity

• Power and Control

• False sense of entitlement

• Jealous and Envious

• Lack of Empathy

• Exploitative

• Superiority Complex, arrogance

• Needed excessive of Admiration

• Fixated on fantasies of power, success, etc 

The above traits which I will discuss further in the next few blogs about what narcissistic traits Dallia and Irene had displayed towards Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and volunteers of Kosmic Fusion.

Ashram House experience

On a personal level, I can say that the experience in the Ashram House is a beautiful one. If I had not been mucking around and playing games, taking advantage of the genuine volunteers who wanted to bring this work forward.

Daily schedule in the Ashram revolves around Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj and duties to keep the Ashram need and tidy.

Mandir decorated by Beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji

Clothes of Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj change by Beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji daily

I am so fortunate to witness how Sree Maa Shri Ji attends to Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj the entire day, it involves with performing Aarti, chanting, preparing bath for Shreeji Maharaj (Abhishek), changing clothes for Shreeji Maharaj, singing Bhajans, doing Malas, offering fruits, hot milk, breakfast, lunch and dinner to Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj and put Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj to rest for the day. I always have this feeling that the time has stopped in the Ashram House, there is no time and space concept ... it is without the interference from the outside world... I believe it’s because I was fortunate to be benefiting from the outpour of Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Love and Devotion towards Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj which has humbled me 🙏🙇🙏 

Just like how the participants of 5D++ AwaKeNiN & TrANsForMaTioN workshop who have benefitted from the communion of Sree Maa Shri Ji and Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj and receiving Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, 24 x 7.

Sree Maa Shri Ji always lead by example, the details that Sree Maa Shri Ji goes in putting the effort into serving Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj which puts me in awe always. Sree Maa Shri Ji has shown me that I need to put in my heart and soul when offering my service to anyone, show appreciation and gratitude for the many things that has bestowed upon in my life, take everything in life positively by seeing and reflect from within, do not steal credits of others and give due credits to others, respect and honour other’s effort and hard work, do not judge people, be honest and stand tall, do not be afraid of my own weaknesses and be in acceptance and it is totally okay to be imperfect… and many more.

I am ashamed to say that I have not brought any of these qualities when coming to the Ashram, all I did was deceit and groom my ego self.

Why would most people want to go to Monastery/Zen/Ashram experiences?

1. To discipline themselves, knowing that they need to look within on their own weaknesses, such as laziness, procrastination, lack of focus ...

2. To have a break from the worldly desires, give the soul a break, to rejuvenating soul and body

3. Self-discovery journey - to see own endurance level, to check on focus level, even to challenge the mind, body and spirit ...

If anyone who has experienced any monastery stay, Zen meditation workshop or even going on a pilgrimage stay will know that there are rules that need to be followed. As all the visitors know what they have sign up for, I believe this is what they wanted to experience in the first place.

Image from Sivananda Ashram Yoga Farm

There will be general rules like wake up early, meditation/prostrations/chanting/praying, vegetarian diet, some activities for the stay related experiences, early night … the list goes on… It is clear that this happens all over the world, some examples in the links below

• https://www.lonelyplanet.com/south-korea/seoul/travel-tips-and-articles/zen-retreat-a-beginners-guide-to-korean-temple-stays/40625c8c-8a11-5710-a052-1479d2766ff8
• https://japan-magazine.jnto.go.jp/en/1511_eiheiji.html

So for Dallia and Irene to claim that they were living in a camp is not true. Are they implying that all these monastery stay experiences are military camps? The truth is anyone who volunteers to join these programs will do a research about what they have signed up for isn't it, being a true blue narcissist, both Dallia and Irene are lying when they play victims to the world. They really think that they can fool everyone and gaslight the innocent people into believing their stories.

We have a lot of  free time in the Ashram House, if we choose to use these personal time to do our own things, it got nothing to do with Sree Maa Shri Ji or the Ashram House routine, Dallia and Irene agreed on the routine and now twisting the facts to make Sree Maa Shri Ji look bad, all I see from their action is retaliation because they are still in denial.