Narcissists in the Ashram House - Awakening with Joy/ Joy Kuo (Part 3)

Signs of Malignant Narcissist which victims can help to assist themselves in RED FLAG us so that prevention can happen. It also serve as a warning for the victims

• Lies - you can find that we lie alot to get away with things
• Twist things - we will twist/ turn things around to "win/ control"
• Use & Discard -  we see people as Objects, when we do not need you, we discard/devalue you 
• Blame games - when things went wrong, first thing we do is immediately find a scapegoat, point fingers and question the victims
• Manipulate - will use situation/people to manipulate to achieve our plan/agenda
• Scheme - we may act in a covert manner just to observe our target so to get them
• Gas lighting - we gaslight our victims so that we can use them as our flying monkey
• Grandiosity - In order to show off, we will make use anything and anyone just to look good
• No emotions - we are lack of compassion, lack of empathy
• Projection - saying things that you are not, to create confusion
• Triangulation - using third party to get to the other party, through character assassination

The below is the narration of what happened in the Ashram House when  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo came to the Ashram House

In mid 2017, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo came to the Ashram House. When she first stepped into the Ashram House, she was expecting that we serve her and respect her because she see herself as the greatest student of Sree Maa and Shri Ji. In her head, she was the top dog and with that she demanded respect from us.

Looking back at what really happen,  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo wanted to take control of the Ashram House immediately, she leave us with no chance to retaliate or voice out our opinion. Being a "hardworking/ self motivated" individual,  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo wasted no time to boss Rita and myself around to show us our position, giving us instructions of what needs to be corrected in her eyes, so to bring us down and crash our self esteem.

I still remember she said to me that she came to teach us how to run an Ashram House, I was playing my victim game in the Ashram House and did not once question her why she said that when she does not even stay in the Ashram House before.

During her stay in the Ashram House, I got to witness first hand how she pushed blame and point fingers at me immediately because #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was desperate to be in Sree Maa and Shri Ji's good books at any cost, especially now she has been so close to Sree Maa and Shri Ji, it was her golden opportunity to get the "recognition" so that she can manipulate the innocent volunteers using Sree Maa and Shri Ji's name.

Not long after she arrived, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo insisted of wanting to celebrate Guru Purnima when Sree Maa and Shri Ji had clearly told us not to (if Sree Maa and Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion is what  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo has claimed as cult, I believe this action of her definitely proved otherwise) She went ahead to get Rita to drive her to get all the preparation done, she even did projection to the innocent volunteers to support her funding so that she can steal all the credits because she headed this preparation.

To know a narcissist, you have to spend time with us. It was in the many weeks that staying with  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo that I get to see her true colour, one's mask cannot be put on for 24 hours a day, we will slack and not able to keep up with the false identity of ours. In the many times when we were in the Ashram house kitchen,  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo will shove me aside in a rude manner without saying "excuse me", apparently in her mind, her things were more important and we can wait.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was quick to fill Sree Maa's ears with our "mistakes" (in her eyes) to Sree Maa so that she can be the best. She also make sure that I fight with Rita by asking me to pass on messages which will trigger Rita, of course as we fought, resulting in creating more distress, chaos in the Ashram House.

Due to her need to control the Ashram House,  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was always questioning me why I did not inform her, even the smallest things like where the pepper was stored. That was my chance to ask her why was she doing that because she had her orientation when she first arrived in the Ashram House, but I did not because of self preservation and she got away with it as by keeping quiet I have enabled her and encouraged her to continue her abuse , manipulation and gas lighting, throwing her flying monkeys in the Ashram House.

There was once Sree Maa wanted to gift the Volunteers with clothing, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was quick to try it on and claimed that she can fit in most of them and barely a few were left for the other volunteers. How much did she grab for herself, you would wonder .... it's 2 large luggage of clothes that she seized for herself... I was speechless ..  in her twisted mind, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo sees that she's the only deserving one.

During her stay in the Ashram House, there was a Reunion Retreat happening, the objective was for all the FiTs (Facilitators -in- Training) to come together (without the presence of Sree Maa and Shri Ji) to have reflection, discussion and raise any concern in the group. It was also a golden opportunity for us to be honest with ourselves but few of us (Narcissists) still tried to hide and come out with more lies instead.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo used this opportunity to plan her attack a few people whom she deem as threat. She made sure that her "thoughts" were heard, she started her character assassination first of Jwala to me, telling me that Jwala wanted to bring her daughter to the retreat which  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo does not approved and see as inappropriate.

We had a few zoom call, she set her mind in using the call to deter Jwala from coming as she knew that being a single parent, Jwala will never turn up without her daughter even though Sree Maa and Shri Ji had encourage her to bringing her daughter over and even help to find child taker for the FiTs who wanted to bring their kids along.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo used me as a flying monkey to present the schedule of the Reunion so that Jwala will opt out from this Reunion. She was afraid that Jwala, who is an out spoken person will expose her behaviour to the group. In order to silent Jwala,  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo made sure Jwala volunteered not to come and eventually left Kosmic Fusion.  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo succeeded in throttling Jwala's voice.

The Reunion was a platform that  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo used to play her victim card, of "T_T .. see how much I have done" , " T_T ... I am not being support by the team" She did not spare anyone, especially Clarito whom she has groomed for 5 years, as she felt that she started to lose control over him, she decided to discredit him first before anything comes out. I am the witness to her "complains" that Clarito was not supportive, not working as ONE and giving her a lot of problems.

The truth is otherwise, she was bossing Clarito  around, he was carrying her heavy luggage, booking her shutter bus, changing her air-tickets, checking on excess luggage charges... etc I was seeing her dark self surfacing, I even shared with Sree Maa, which Sree Maa encouraged me to share with  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo which I did.  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo turned all red when I told her, she even questioned me why I said that about her, not once reflecting within because she is too "perfect".

In her head, she was the greatest one who does not need to do any reflections on her actions.  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was in delusion and lied to herself that she was sacrificing for others, she was in total denial of what she has done to the innocent volunteers of Sydney whom only wanted to spread and bring Sree Maa and Shri Ji's work to more people so that more people can benefit it and not using it as a money making machine.

It is sad to see that  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo does not think she needed help. She even started her smear campaign and even started her youtube channel of healing ....  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo self proclaimed as a energy healer of 10 years .. who certified her? where are her certificates?

Logically if we do proper Mathematics,  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo started with Kosmic Fusion in 2012, which means out of the 10 years she claimed 5 years she spent in Kosmic Fusion (which she has been disassociated with Kosmic Fusion so that she will not cause more harm to innocent people) and she did Buddhism for 10 over years ... where did this 10 years of healer experience came from I wonder ... so what is the REAL truth?

I think #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo just proven how much of a Narcissist she is ...

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

Narcissists in the Ashram House - Dallia/Iphigenie (Part 2)

Now as I am sharing on what's happening in the Ashram House, I am fully responsible of my own contribution to the destruction to the Ashram House project.

Sree Maa and Shri Ji were bearing the brunt of our power struggles, lies. fights and schemes that were happening to Sree Maa and Shri Ji everyday, I am seeing how I have caused the harassment  and disturbance to Sree Maa and Shri Ji.

Who will want to handle a group of Narcissists and deal with our lies, facades, hypocrisy and looking at our different masks and faces every single day? But Sree Maa and Shri Ji did that for us, so that we can have the platform to learn about ourselves and learn to be honest, so that we will stop hurting the innocent people around us.We are being accepted without any judgement of who we are so that healing can happened.

It is sad that 2 of the ex volunteers, Dallia/Iphigenie and #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo, instead of seeing the sacrifices that Sree Maa and Shri Ji had made for us, turned their back and start their smearing campaign, which only give one-sided story of what really happen. I believe everyone should have the right to know what happen and decide for themselves who is speaking the truth.

I have been their enabler for them to cause damage and hurt to both Sree Maa, Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion. After reflecting, I know now that it is so wrong of me in so many levels, especially towards Sree Maa and Shri Ji, who have selflessly given up their personal life for us.

I now choose to stand up and speak my truth of what really happen and will not hide the facts nor will I be the bystander anymore.

My deepest Gratitude to Sree Maa and Shri Ji for embracing me without any question ask so that I have the strength to face my self 🙏🙇🙏

Below are some incidents that I experience personally with Dallia/Iphigenie in the Ashram House...

Dallia/Iphigenie

Dallia/Iphigenie got the chance to come into the Ashram House because I have invited her into the Ashram House project for my own personal agenda of wanting to run away from what I have committed to do. 

The first day Dallia/Iphigenie stepped into the Ashram House, she started to "label" her territory by removing lots of items that belongs to Sree Maa and Shri Ji in the kitchen and make space for her own items, her things were spread across the Ashram House as if she owes the Ashram House.

Then Dallia/Iphigenie started to use her "position" in the Ashram House to get the other New Zealand Volunteers to do errands for her or assist her by giving the excuse that she wanted to work as one team. Dallia/Iphigenie even manipulated 2 New Zealand volunteers to help her move her things to the Ashram House and clean her old apartment, I was unable to believe my ears when I witnessed her asking one of the volunteer why the volunteer did not turn up to assist her at her apartment and in a accusing manner implying that this volunteer was trying to "run away" from the responsibility... it is such ridiculous accusation that she was raising as there was no obligation from anyone in the first place.

In the Ashram House, Dallia/Iphigenie was bossing Rita and myself to cover the Ashram House duties because she was feeling more superior than us. There were many internal fights among us, the Narcissists, for instance, we would delayed in preparing the dinner and occupied the kitchen the entire time and in the end Sree Maa and Shri Ji would ended up having dinner outside.

There was this incident that I always remember,  there was this one day when I was raking leaves near the pool of the Ashram House, I accidentally fell into the pool and nearly drown, Dallia/Iphigenie was laughing at my state when I went to the door to ask for help and all soaked and wet. She was enjoying herself and never show any concern to ask if I am alright. She even find it funny and told Sree Maa about it and Sree Maa was so worried about me and it's only after Sree Maa asked her to bring me some hot drink that Dallia/Iphigenie reluctantly went. There was no empathy shown by her at all. 

Whenever there were occassion where I get to spend time with Dallia/Iphigenie, she was always fillings my ears about Rita, telling me how dominating, unreasonable Rita was and that she was not a trusting person at all, she was creating wedges as she knew that we worked together, it's only when the fights arises that she can play her games. Which I found out months later that Dallia/Iphigenie was displeased that I took over the position in Rita's shop which she was eyeing for a very long time, Dallia/Iphigenie did not only targeted me, she actually did it to another staff of Rita's who was supposedly one of the potential candidate as well. As you can see now, if the Narcissists cannot get what they wanted, they will make sure that NOBODY gets it as well, the Narcissists will make sure damages are done, you will be able to catch them smirking to show their twisted sense of victory in the sick mind.

Months after Dallia/Iphigenie moved into the Ashram House, there was a day I was made the witness to sign on a IOU paper for the loan that Dallia/Iphigenie was trying to hide from everyone, the truth eventually came out and the volunteer who loan the money to Dallia/Iphigenie had to make me the witness because the trust was no longer there as Dallia/Iphigenie was trying to wiggle her way out of the loan ( it was later revealed by the volunteer that Dallia/Iphigenie was making use Sree Maa and Shri Ji's name to get her hands on the loan for her personal expenses.)

Narcissists in the Ashram House - Jeeya & Rita (Part 1)

In 2016 March, the Ashram project finally has the chance to realize after Sree Maa and Shri Ji has graciously agreed to accept the invitation.

With the Grace and Compassion of Sree Maa and Shri Ji we started the Ashram House project. The objective is for us to run a trial, test run and prepare ourselves for future Ashram. In the Ashram House, we were given an opportunity to learn, with guidance of Sree Maa, what a real Ashram is like because we have never stay in one before.

Vision of Ashram House

Is to have a place for learning and rejuvenate our soul. In the Ashram house there will be rooms for visitors to read holy scriptures, meditation rooms, temple where the Mandir will sit and a hall to listen to discourses of Sree Maa. There will be a room where visitors will sit and reflect on their weakness and negative sides and another room where healing will happen.

Such a Noble Vision of the |Ashram House and been misused by people like me to make the Ashram House into a war-zone for Narcissists' games of manipulation, lies, vengeance.

Sadly all these sacrifices that Sree Maa and Shri Ji made was disrespectfully disregards first by me and Rita, followed by me inviting Dallia/Iphigenie into the Ashram House and #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo who came to steal Kosmic Fusion intellectual properties.

Jeeya and Rita

When we first moved into the Ashram House, both Rita and myself were playing games, I had in mind to use Sree Maa to control and curb Rita, as in my colored lenses Rtia was trying her way to wiggle out of the Ashram House duties that supposedly we both had agreed to share and I was venting my frustration about her with my complains and sob stories to Sree Maa.

Instead of working together to come out with a routine how an Ashram House should operates, how an inventory should be like, how to effective work together as a team, I was trying to get every opportunity to bring Rita down. It was chaotic in the Ashram House. Never once I ever showed my gratitude by offering a proper meal for Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Both Rita and myself were waiting to be served by Sree Maa, because I did not want to learn anything at all in the first place.

I was making use of the Ashram project and Sree Maa to control Rita as we were constantly having cat fight, the sacred space of the Ashram House was polluted with our negative energies I did not take on this Ashram House project seriously, i was lying to the other innocent volunteers who support this Ashram House project how hard life was, when the truth was I was out working in the morning and came back in the evening waiting for Sree Maa to cook dinner for me.

I never make any real effort in running the Ashram House, it was all for show, for the fake identity of mine.

Ashram House is a good place for people like me who has no discipline at all, as I reflect it's the environment that plays a part in the change in people like me. Is it with the constant guidance of Sree Maa that I am able to look deeper into myself , get to know myself instead of be in denial, so that I can have a chance to heal.

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Encounter with 2 ex-Kosmic Fusion Volunteers - Awakening with Joy/ Joy Kuo (part 2)

The controller ( Mass characters assassination)

Narcissist always wanted to win and be in control, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo already started to set her eyes on Kosmic Fusion in the 2013 for her ambition to create an empire of her own.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo first gained my trust and started to constantly filing my ears about what was happening in Sydney. #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo first do character assassination of Jwala whom she sees as a threat because #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was very jealous of Jwala’s beauty and intellect.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo would tell me tales as well as gave projects about how aggressive Jwala was towards her, how Jwala was the trouble maker who disrupt the group’s dynamic and put the blame on Jwala because her intention was to get rid of Jwala.

Nobody was spared by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo , she painted a picture of Mala for not contributing to the Kosmic Fusion work and make a big deal of how Mala was not computer savvy and used that as an excuse to get Mala out of Sydney. On the other hand,  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo will prompt Mala to consider moving to UK, still "acting" like a concern fellow volunteer.

Yet #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was constantly complaining about Mala disrespecting her and questioned her ideas to me and Clarito was also being bad mouth for his courage to standby his beliefs or ideas and being labelled as a difficult person to work with.

USE and DISCARD after the victims no longer have any value to her.

Clarito who has been personally picked by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo as her “soul mate” was given the privilege to be her “business partner” and “personal assistant” to run her errands and be her support. 

I once witnessed how Clarito was being bossed around by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo to slave for her, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo  was demanding Clarito to be on standby so that she can have “access” to Clarito at all times, this Obsession and excessive control that #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was displaying over Clarito was not pickup by Clarito, as Clarito has been groomed by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo for 5 years into believing that she was doing this all for Kosmic Fusion. 

I still remember witnessing a couple of times when Clarito was not doing to her bidding, she started gave emotional blackmail, bringing Sree Maa and Shri Ji’s name into it, played with Clarito’s emotion by saying that he did not care for Sree Maa and Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion. This is the tactics to create guilt in Clarito so to corner Clarito to bend to her unreasonable demands. She did not even ALLOW Clarito to rest after a long day work but to drive long distance just to meet her.

It was too late for Clarito to know what was happening to him and eventually became #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo's tool to do all the dirty work for her, such as giving opinions on her behalf while she gets to keep her “compassionate, understanding” fake image.

 

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/