Narcissists in the Ashram House - Jeeya & Rita (Part 1)

In 2016 March, the Ashram project finally has the chance to realize after Sree Maa and Shri Ji has graciously agreed to accept the invitation.

With the Grace and Compassion of Sree Maa and Shri Ji we started the Ashram House project. The objective is for us to run a trial, test run and prepare ourselves for future Ashram. In the Ashram House, we were given an opportunity to learn, with guidance of Sree Maa, what a real Ashram is like because we have never stay in one before.

Vision of Ashram House

Is to have a place for learning and rejuvenate our soul. In the Ashram house there will be rooms for visitors to read holy scriptures, meditation rooms, temple where the Mandir will sit and a hall to listen to discourses of Sree Maa. There will be a room where visitors will sit and reflect on their weakness and negative sides and another room where healing will happen.

Such a Noble Vision of the |Ashram House and been misused by people like me to make the Ashram House into a war-zone for Narcissists' games of manipulation, lies, vengeance.

Sadly all these sacrifices that Sree Maa and Shri Ji made was disrespectfully disregards first by me and Rita, followed by me inviting Dallia/Iphigenie into the Ashram House and #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo who came to steal Kosmic Fusion intellectual properties.

Jeeya and Rita

When we first moved into the Ashram House, both Rita and myself were playing games, I had in mind to use Sree Maa to control and curb Rita, as in my colored lenses Rtia was trying her way to wiggle out of the Ashram House duties that supposedly we both had agreed to share and I was venting my frustration about her with my complains and sob stories to Sree Maa.

Instead of working together to come out with a routine how an Ashram House should operates, how an inventory should be like, how to effective work together as a team, I was trying to get every opportunity to bring Rita down. It was chaotic in the Ashram House. Never once I ever showed my gratitude by offering a proper meal for Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Both Rita and myself were waiting to be served by Sree Maa, because I did not want to learn anything at all in the first place.

I was making use of the Ashram project and Sree Maa to control Rita as we were constantly having cat fight, the sacred space of the Ashram House was polluted with our negative energies I did not take on this Ashram House project seriously, i was lying to the other innocent volunteers who support this Ashram House project how hard life was, when the truth was I was out working in the morning and came back in the evening waiting for Sree Maa to cook dinner for me.

I never make any real effort in running the Ashram House, it was all for show, for the fake identity of mine.

Ashram House is a good place for people like me who has no discipline at all, as I reflect it's the environment that plays a part in the change in people like me. Is it with the constant guidance of Sree Maa that I am able to look deeper into myself , get to know myself instead of be in denial, so that I can have a chance to heal.

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Encounter with 2 ex-Kosmic Fusion Volunteers - Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias (part 1)

My first encounter with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias happened in 2013. She was projecting herself being a elegant,sensitive individual who was searching for the truth. Constantly showing how “warm & welcoming” she was to general public. Again another strong Narcissist in disguise which only be revealed if you spend enough time with them.

I was welcoming with words like “Darling, dear …” when we first met, I was being reserved as one of Narcissistic trait is that we do not trust easily. I was using a “wait & see” attitude when liaising with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias. As I also have the “yellow skin” inferiority complex in me, in my mind I have already put Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias  above me.

In our 2013 workshop, I vividly remember one incident where Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias was sharing about what she was doing during our tea break, she introduced herself as a belly dance teacher, a Buddhist of 25 years who used to be the top dog and travel around to do house visiting.. Now that I look back, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias  was showing signs of her grandiosity and how special she was. 

This was especially obvious when during one of the introductory night, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias was showing off to me how special she was because she was able to “pick-up” and saw the reptilian tail in one of the participant’s boyfriend, which I later found out that was her friend, whom she wanted to keep as a secret because this friend of hers knew about who she really is.

In 2015, I got to spend more time with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias due to my needs to get free rides and gossips. Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias took that opportunity to play games with me. In a very well planned manner, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias started her gas lighting with me, constantly making me feel confused by tell me things like “no, I didn’t say that”, “no, are you sure?”, “wait … what did you just say?” slowly breaking my confidence and create confusion to my mind. I even have to take a break her so that I can get my sanity back. I am totally responsible for enabling her by falling into her trap and eventually became her flying monkey to plant her into the Ashram House project.

The mind games that Narcissist played is so subtle that it is so difficult for anyone to point out what exactly is wrong, for those who are reflective and kind will take the responsibility in their life and start looking within and this may be one of the biggest mistake made as the Narcissists being an opportunist will use this platform to mess up their victims' mind and break their spirits.

My feedback to the Paid article

The truth will eventually set us free because lies can never withstand the test of time… In the society today, there are many situations where we lie just to get away with things in our life. May it be with colleagues, friends and family members … eventually, this “habit” becomes a reality and become part of us… Just like the many lies that Dallia and Irene have given in the paid articles, there was only 1% of the truth, the rest was being manipulated. Selective information was given to put themselves in good light… this is the time that truth is being buried in lies and more lies

Dallia/Iphigenie and Joy Kuo suddenly have "Amnesia" when the need to speak the truth is required

A common phrase from Narcissists

A picture tells a thousand words of Dallia/Iphigenie and Joy Kuo's action

Below is my feedback on the article sent which sadly the journalists ignored 😔

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/