Narcissists in the Ashram House - Dallia/Iphigenie (Part 2)

Now as I am sharing on what's happening in the Ashram House, I am fully responsible of my own contribution to the destruction to the Ashram House project.

Sree Maa and Shri Ji were bearing the brunt of our power struggles, lies. fights and schemes that were happening to Sree Maa and Shri Ji everyday, I am seeing how I have caused the harassment  and disturbance to Sree Maa and Shri Ji.

Who will want to handle a group of Narcissists and deal with our lies, facades, hypocrisy and looking at our different masks and faces every single day? But Sree Maa and Shri Ji did that for us, so that we can have the platform to learn about ourselves and learn to be honest, so that we will stop hurting the innocent people around us.We are being accepted without any judgement of who we are so that healing can happened.

It is sad that 2 of the ex volunteers, Dallia/Iphigenie and #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo, instead of seeing the sacrifices that Sree Maa and Shri Ji had made for us, turned their back and start their smearing campaign, which only give one-sided story of what really happen. I believe everyone should have the right to know what happen and decide for themselves who is speaking the truth.

I have been their enabler for them to cause damage and hurt to both Sree Maa, Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion. After reflecting, I know now that it is so wrong of me in so many levels, especially towards Sree Maa and Shri Ji, who have selflessly given up their personal life for us.

I now choose to stand up and speak my truth of what really happen and will not hide the facts nor will I be the bystander anymore.

My deepest Gratitude to Sree Maa and Shri Ji for embracing me without any question ask so that I have the strength to face my self 🙏🙇🙏

Below are some incidents that I experience personally with Dallia/Iphigenie in the Ashram House...

Dallia/Iphigenie

Dallia/Iphigenie got the chance to come into the Ashram House because I have invited her into the Ashram House project for my own personal agenda of wanting to run away from what I have committed to do. 

The first day Dallia/Iphigenie stepped into the Ashram House, she started to "label" her territory by removing lots of items that belongs to Sree Maa and Shri Ji in the kitchen and make space for her own items, her things were spread across the Ashram House as if she owes the Ashram House.

Then Dallia/Iphigenie started to use her "position" in the Ashram House to get the other New Zealand Volunteers to do errands for her or assist her by giving the excuse that she wanted to work as one team. Dallia/Iphigenie even manipulated 2 New Zealand volunteers to help her move her things to the Ashram House and clean her old apartment, I was unable to believe my ears when I witnessed her asking one of the volunteer why the volunteer did not turn up to assist her at her apartment and in a accusing manner implying that this volunteer was trying to "run away" from the responsibility... it is such ridiculous accusation that she was raising as there was no obligation from anyone in the first place.

In the Ashram House, Dallia/Iphigenie was bossing Rita and myself to cover the Ashram House duties because she was feeling more superior than us. There were many internal fights among us, the Narcissists, for instance, we would delayed in preparing the dinner and occupied the kitchen the entire time and in the end Sree Maa and Shri Ji would ended up having dinner outside.

There was this incident that I always remember,  there was this one day when I was raking leaves near the pool of the Ashram House, I accidentally fell into the pool and nearly drown, Dallia/Iphigenie was laughing at my state when I went to the door to ask for help and all soaked and wet. She was enjoying herself and never show any concern to ask if I am alright. She even find it funny and told Sree Maa about it and Sree Maa was so worried about me and it's only after Sree Maa asked her to bring me some hot drink that Dallia/Iphigenie reluctantly went. There was no empathy shown by her at all. 

Whenever there were occassion where I get to spend time with Dallia/Iphigenie, she was always fillings my ears about Rita, telling me how dominating, unreasonable Rita was and that she was not a trusting person at all, she was creating wedges as she knew that we worked together, it's only when the fights arises that she can play her games. Which I found out months later that Dallia/Iphigenie was displeased that I took over the position in Rita's shop which she was eyeing for a very long time, Dallia/Iphigenie did not only targeted me, she actually did it to another staff of Rita's who was supposedly one of the potential candidate as well. As you can see now, if the Narcissists cannot get what they wanted, they will make sure that NOBODY gets it as well, the Narcissists will make sure damages are done, you will be able to catch them smirking to show their twisted sense of victory in the sick mind.

Months after Dallia/Iphigenie moved into the Ashram House, there was a day I was made the witness to sign on a IOU paper for the loan that Dallia/Iphigenie was trying to hide from everyone, the truth eventually came out and the volunteer who loan the money to Dallia/Iphigenie had to make me the witness because the trust was no longer there as Dallia/Iphigenie was trying to wiggle her way out of the loan ( it was later revealed by the volunteer that Dallia/Iphigenie was making use Sree Maa and Shri Ji's name to get her hands on the loan for her personal expenses.)

Narcissists in the Ashram House - Jeeya & Rita (Part 1)

In 2016 March, the Ashram project finally has the chance to realize after Sree Maa and Shri Ji has graciously agreed to accept the invitation.

With the Grace and Compassion of Sree Maa and Shri Ji we started the Ashram House project. The objective is for us to run a trial, test run and prepare ourselves for future Ashram. In the Ashram House, we were given an opportunity to learn, with guidance of Sree Maa, what a real Ashram is like because we have never stay in one before.

Vision of Ashram House

Is to have a place for learning and rejuvenate our soul. In the Ashram house there will be rooms for visitors to read holy scriptures, meditation rooms, temple where the Mandir will sit and a hall to listen to discourses of Sree Maa. There will be a room where visitors will sit and reflect on their weakness and negative sides and another room where healing will happen.

Such a Noble Vision of the |Ashram House and been misused by people like me to make the Ashram House into a war-zone for Narcissists' games of manipulation, lies, vengeance.

Sadly all these sacrifices that Sree Maa and Shri Ji made was disrespectfully disregards first by me and Rita, followed by me inviting Dallia/Iphigenie into the Ashram House and #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo who came to steal Kosmic Fusion intellectual properties.

Jeeya and Rita

When we first moved into the Ashram House, both Rita and myself were playing games, I had in mind to use Sree Maa to control and curb Rita, as in my colored lenses Rtia was trying her way to wiggle out of the Ashram House duties that supposedly we both had agreed to share and I was venting my frustration about her with my complains and sob stories to Sree Maa.

Instead of working together to come out with a routine how an Ashram House should operates, how an inventory should be like, how to effective work together as a team, I was trying to get every opportunity to bring Rita down. It was chaotic in the Ashram House. Never once I ever showed my gratitude by offering a proper meal for Sree Maa and Shri Ji. Both Rita and myself were waiting to be served by Sree Maa, because I did not want to learn anything at all in the first place.

I was making use of the Ashram project and Sree Maa to control Rita as we were constantly having cat fight, the sacred space of the Ashram House was polluted with our negative energies I did not take on this Ashram House project seriously, i was lying to the other innocent volunteers who support this Ashram House project how hard life was, when the truth was I was out working in the morning and came back in the evening waiting for Sree Maa to cook dinner for me.

I never make any real effort in running the Ashram House, it was all for show, for the fake identity of mine.

Ashram House is a good place for people like me who has no discipline at all, as I reflect it's the environment that plays a part in the change in people like me. Is it with the constant guidance of Sree Maa that I am able to look deeper into myself , get to know myself instead of be in denial, so that I can have a chance to heal.

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Encounter with 2 ex-Kosmic Fusion Volunteers - Awakening with Joy/ Joy Kuo (part 2)

The controller ( Mass characters assassination)

Narcissist always wanted to win and be in control, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo already started to set her eyes on Kosmic Fusion in the 2013 for her ambition to create an empire of her own.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo first gained my trust and started to constantly filing my ears about what was happening in Sydney. #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo first do character assassination of Jwala whom she sees as a threat because #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was very jealous of Jwala’s beauty and intellect.

#Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo would tell me tales as well as gave projects about how aggressive Jwala was towards her, how Jwala was the trouble maker who disrupt the group’s dynamic and put the blame on Jwala because her intention was to get rid of Jwala.

Nobody was spared by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo , she painted a picture of Mala for not contributing to the Kosmic Fusion work and make a big deal of how Mala was not computer savvy and used that as an excuse to get Mala out of Sydney. On the other hand,  #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo will prompt Mala to consider moving to UK, still "acting" like a concern fellow volunteer.

Yet #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was constantly complaining about Mala disrespecting her and questioned her ideas to me and Clarito was also being bad mouth for his courage to standby his beliefs or ideas and being labelled as a difficult person to work with.

USE and DISCARD after the victims no longer have any value to her.

Clarito who has been personally picked by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo as her “soul mate” was given the privilege to be her “business partner” and “personal assistant” to run her errands and be her support. 

I once witnessed how Clarito was being bossed around by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo to slave for her, #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo  was demanding Clarito to be on standby so that she can have “access” to Clarito at all times, this Obsession and excessive control that #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo was displaying over Clarito was not pickup by Clarito, as Clarito has been groomed by #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo for 5 years into believing that she was doing this all for Kosmic Fusion. 

I still remember witnessing a couple of times when Clarito was not doing to her bidding, she started gave emotional blackmail, bringing Sree Maa and Shri Ji’s name into it, played with Clarito’s emotion by saying that he did not care for Sree Maa and Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion. This is the tactics to create guilt in Clarito so to corner Clarito to bend to her unreasonable demands. She did not even ALLOW Clarito to rest after a long day work but to drive long distance just to meet her.

It was too late for Clarito to know what was happening to him and eventually became #Awakening with Joy/ #Joy Kuo's tool to do all the dirty work for her, such as giving opinions on her behalf while she gets to keep her “compassionate, understanding” fake image.

 

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

Encounter with 2 ex-Kosmic Fusion Volunteers - Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias (part 1)

My first encounter with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias happened in 2013. She was projecting herself being a elegant,sensitive individual who was searching for the truth. Constantly showing how “warm & welcoming” she was to general public. Again another strong Narcissist in disguise which only be revealed if you spend enough time with them.

I was welcoming with words like “Darling, dear …” when we first met, I was being reserved as one of Narcissistic trait is that we do not trust easily. I was using a “wait & see” attitude when liaising with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias. As I also have the “yellow skin” inferiority complex in me, in my mind I have already put Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias  above me.

In our 2013 workshop, I vividly remember one incident where Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias was sharing about what she was doing during our tea break, she introduced herself as a belly dance teacher, a Buddhist of 25 years who used to be the top dog and travel around to do house visiting.. Now that I look back, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias  was showing signs of her grandiosity and how special she was. 

This was especially obvious when during one of the introductory night, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias was showing off to me how special she was because she was able to “pick-up” and saw the reptilian tail in one of the participant’s boyfriend, which I later found out that was her friend, whom she wanted to keep as a secret because this friend of hers knew about who she really is.

In 2015, I got to spend more time with Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias due to my needs to get free rides and gossips. Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias took that opportunity to play games with me. In a very well planned manner, Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutsias started her gas lighting with me, constantly making me feel confused by tell me things like “no, I didn’t say that”, “no, are you sure?”, “wait … what did you just say?” slowly breaking my confidence and create confusion to my mind. I even have to take a break her so that I can get my sanity back. I am totally responsible for enabling her by falling into her trap and eventually became her flying monkey to plant her into the Ashram House project.

The mind games that Narcissist played is so subtle that it is so difficult for anyone to point out what exactly is wrong, for those who are reflective and kind will take the responsibility in their life and start looking within and this may be one of the biggest mistake made as the Narcissists being an opportunist will use this platform to mess up their victims' mind and break their spirits.