Smear Campaign

During my journalling of my experiences, the 2 narcissists have made their move to start their smear campaign with paid articles to seek revenge for their masks being peeled off… they have indeed lived up to their names and has again proven how much of a Narcissist they are … it is sad to see that they never fail to ensure that their seeking of vengeance is being executed just to satisfy their inner needs to play victims, to gain sympathy so that they can trap more innocent people to be their supplies…. I guess the word STOP will not be found in their dictionary 

This quote speaks for Dallia/Iphigenie and Irene/Joy Kuo

Narcissists see people as Objects

Sree Maa Shri Ji is the ONLY victims of our evil acts

I have been a hypocrite for most of my life, I never know how to be real and genuine. It is Sree Maa Shri Ji who has shown me not to be afraid to be real human... this is the very same lessons being shared with Dallia/Iphigenie and Irene/Joy Kuo as well but they chose to indulge in the Lies vs facing the Truth ... Lies will eventually be exposed...

Instead of working on the weaknesses, Dallia/Iphigenie and Irene/Joy Kuo chose to be the ungrateful ones, backbiting the one and only Sree Maa Shri Ji who show Kindness and Love to them...

I would like to share some of the most ridiculous questions raised by the journalists of the paid articles, this is to share some light on how Dallia/Iphigenie and Irene/Joy Kuo manipulated the media platform to suit their evil agendas

Please refer to the below link for more insight:

https://www.kosmicfusion.com/false-claims-vs-truth-reality-check-on-the-story-of-joy-kuo/

The crazy world

Narcissists are literally the “criminals” who walked away “crime free” as the damage that they have caused to their victims will never be accountable for … There are no measuring scales to determine the emotional & mental damage the narcissists have done to their targeted victims and in this current world there is no medicine to this illness of ours, that’ why most answer to narcissism is NO CONTACT RULE

Now looking back at what I have done, I was never grateful but spiteful towards Sree Maa Shri Ji for being my guiding light to come out from my murk. I knew that there is something dark inside me that needed to be looked at and seek Sree Maa Shri Ji’s help.

Sadly when Sree Maa Shri Ji trusted that I wanted to make the change and give me encouragement and guidance, I backed out and betrayed Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Just like how Dallia and Irene betrayed the Love and trust showered upon them by Sree Maa Shri Ji, they choose to run a smear campaign against Sree Maa Shri Ji as their Egos are hurt, all they desire is to seek revenge, retaliate and punish those who go against their wishes and to those whom they deem responsible for peeling off their fake masks. Dallia and Irene make all efforts to ensure that their evil plans succeed in creating damages to Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion, when they make the media platforms as their tool to run a smear campaign.

Sree Maa Shri Ji are the ONLY victims of our games, we were using flying monkeys, gas lighting each other and innocent pulsars, exploiting Sree Maa Shri Ji’s kindness. Unfortunately both Dallia and Irene did not STOP and choose to behave in a despicable and shameless manner, they kept copies of Kosmic Fusion intellectual properties and claim as theirs (their agenda is to bring it to other places to start anew overseas) and exploit the teachings received from Sree Maa Shri Ji for their personal gain…

Both Dallia and Irene has fabricated stories to make themselves look like victims, slandering and tarnishing Sree Maa Shri Ji’s good name for their evil games of revenge. It was a one-sided story as they never shared and be honest about what they have done to me and others …. which is so wrong! Now I shall share my side of the stories of my ordeal, how terrible I was treated by them, how they degraded me and break my self-esteem and self-confidence to the extent I have a phobia for public speech, how they use projection, triangulation to get what they wanted, how they played with my mind … and the story continues….

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Below are the common traits of Narcissist which I can relate to as I have some shades of them in me,

• Grandiosity

• Power and Control

• False sense of entitlement

• Jealous and Envious

• Lack of Empathy

• Exploitative

• Superiority Complex, arrogance

• Needed excessive of Admiration

• Fixated on fantasies of power, success, etc 

The above traits which I will discuss further in the next few blogs about what narcissistic traits Dallia and Irene had displayed towards Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and volunteers of Kosmic Fusion.

Ashram House experience

On a personal level, I can say that the experience in the Ashram House is a beautiful one. If I had not been mucking around and playing games, taking advantage of the genuine volunteers who wanted to bring this work forward.

Daily schedule in the Ashram revolves around Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj and duties to keep the Ashram need and tidy.

Mandir decorated by Beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji

Clothes of Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj change by Beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji daily

I am so fortunate to witness how Sree Maa Shri Ji attends to Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj the entire day, it involves with performing Aarti, chanting, preparing bath for Shreeji Maharaj (Abhishek), changing clothes for Shreeji Maharaj, singing Bhajans, doing Malas, offering fruits, hot milk, breakfast, lunch and dinner to Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj and put Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj to rest for the day. I always have this feeling that the time has stopped in the Ashram House, there is no time and space concept ... it is without the interference from the outside world... I believe it’s because I was fortunate to be benefiting from the outpour of Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Love and Devotion towards Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj which has humbled me 🙏🙇🙏 

Just like how the participants of 5D++ AwaKeNiN & TrANsForMaTioN workshop who have benefitted from the communion of Sree Maa Shri Ji and Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj and receiving Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, 24 x 7.

Sree Maa Shri Ji always lead by example, the details that Sree Maa Shri Ji goes in putting the effort into serving Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj which puts me in awe always. Sree Maa Shri Ji has shown me that I need to put in my heart and soul when offering my service to anyone, show appreciation and gratitude for the many things that has bestowed upon in my life, take everything in life positively by seeing and reflect from within, do not steal credits of others and give due credits to others, respect and honour other’s effort and hard work, do not judge people, be honest and stand tall, do not be afraid of my own weaknesses and be in acceptance and it is totally okay to be imperfect… and many more.

I am ashamed to say that I have not brought any of these qualities when coming to the Ashram, all I did was deceit and groom my ego self.

Why would most people want to go to Monastery/Zen/Ashram experiences?

1. To discipline themselves, knowing that they need to look within on their own weaknesses, such as laziness, procrastination, lack of focus ...

2. To have a break from the worldly desires, give the soul a break, to rejuvenating soul and body

3. Self-discovery journey - to see own endurance level, to check on focus level, even to challenge the mind, body and spirit ...

If anyone who has experienced any monastery stay, Zen meditation workshop or even going on a pilgrimage stay will know that there are rules that need to be followed. As all the visitors know what they have sign up for, I believe this is what they wanted to experience in the first place.

Image from Sivananda Ashram Yoga Farm

There will be general rules like wake up early, meditation/prostrations/chanting/praying, vegetarian diet, some activities for the stay related experiences, early night … the list goes on… It is clear that this happens all over the world, some examples in the links below

• https://www.lonelyplanet.com/south-korea/seoul/travel-tips-and-articles/zen-retreat-a-beginners-guide-to-korean-temple-stays/40625c8c-8a11-5710-a052-1479d2766ff8
• https://japan-magazine.jnto.go.jp/en/1511_eiheiji.html

So for Dallia and Irene to claim that they were living in a camp is not true. Are they implying that all these monastery stay experiences are military camps? The truth is anyone who volunteers to join these programs will do a research about what they have signed up for isn't it, being a true blue narcissist, both Dallia and Irene are lying when they play victims to the world. They really think that they can fool everyone and gaslight the innocent people into believing their stories.

We have a lot of  free time in the Ashram House, if we choose to use these personal time to do our own things, it got nothing to do with Sree Maa Shri Ji or the Ashram House routine, Dallia and Irene agreed on the routine and now twisting the facts to make Sree Maa Shri Ji look bad, all I see from their action is retaliation because they are still in denial.

Ashram House Project

In the spiritual journey for many, I believe that at one point in time there will be thoughts of wanting to go on a spiritual retreat, to be away from the material world and give the soul a break to start looking within so that healing can happen.

In Japan, there is “Henro”, a walking route that takes in 88 temples on Japan’s southern island, a journey that leads toward self-discovery and personal growth, there are also seekers who go for a spiritual Zen meditation experience to seek to enter a state of selflessness by shutting out worldly desires. 

Henro Route
Image by nippon.com

Image by japan-magazine.jnto.go.jp

In Korea, Thailand visitors stay in the monastery to experience the lifestyle of a monk and In India, there are Ashram for spiritual seekers to visit their Gurus and receive discourses as a group.

The Ashram concept is no alien to anyone, it has only been explained and terms in a different way but the basic concept is the same, for the soul to have a break from this material world and seek soul relief during this period of time.

In 2016, some volunteers were inspired by the great love, devotion that Sree Maa Shri Ji has displayed during the Taupo retreat. Like-minded volunteers wanted to do something so that more spiritual seekers can benefit from this communion between Sree Maa Shri Ji and Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj.

So Rita and I volunteered to take the lead to start this project of an Ashram House so that we can learn and experience what an Ashram would be like if we want to build one in future. The idea is to have Sree Maa Shri Ji invited into the Ashram house so that the “setting” is more real and Sree Maa Shri Ji can share some guidance on how to run an Ashram.

We started the project in March 2016 when we found a house that was suitable to run the Ashram house project. We cordially invited Sree Maa Shri Ji to the Ashram house which Sree Maa Shri Ji graciously accepted.

Sree Maa Shri Ji has sacrificed personal time and space for us to come together and learn something in order for the Ashram project to be realized, the volunteers’ dream is to bring this Ashram project forward, build a place and space which is safe for anyone to come and seek shelter for spiritual upliftment through meditation, listening to discourses or reading scriptures. 

Sree Maa Shri Ji has graciously given us the tool, that is Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, the platform which is the Ashram house to run. There is a Chinese saying, 师父领进门，修行在个人, you can lead a horse to the water but you can't make him drink, I am ashamed to say that few of us came with the wrong intention and were mucking around, I have contributed to the destruction of this sacred Ashram house project because when I saw how Dallia and Irene were displaying destructive acts and started to bully the volunteers in both subtle and outright manner, I sat on the fence and never red flag any of them as I chose self-protection over being a team player.

I have let Sree Maa Shri Ji down by acting small, playing games with the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion, being a flying monkey of Dallia, Irene and wasting precious time of Sree Maa Shri Ji for being a bystander because of self-preservation and not practising what is being taught by Sree Maa Shri Ji ... Honesty, Integrity and Authenticity

ALL KNOWING - See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Talk No Evil

Have you ever wonder how humans are created in the first place?  Or appreciating this amazing body that we have or wonder how such complex systems within this small physical body of ours operates on its own, how the veins are the plan in such delicate manner that it did not cross each other's path???... Questions that were raised by Sree Maa Shri Ji to make us reflect... After pondering ... I believe there is something greater out there which this peanut brain of mine will never comprehend… There must be someone out there who is all knowing …. the all-knowing, omnipresence, omnipotent …

Beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji 

Now looking back, Sree Maa Shri Ji has always been the ALL Knowing. In the FiT (Facilitator- in- training) program, I recalled Sree Maa Shri Ji shared a photo of “See no Evil, Hear no Evil, Speak no Evil” to all of us. I was unable to see the warning that Sree Maa Shri Ji was giving to me ... TO STOP these acts before I regret, which I choose to bypass.

In Sree Maa Shri Ji’s teachings, multiple times of readings are required in order to grasp the many different levels of teachings that Sree Maa Shri Ji shares … Forewarning always has been given to all of us, including the ones who have the potential to choose the wrong path, just like what Dallia and Irene had taken ...

 QUOTE from Sree Maa Shri Ji:
‘Hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil!’ What you did not learn as children were ‘Think no evil!’

On the hindsight, the message given was on 2 levels …

To the VICTIMS - Practice Discernment 

1. DO NOT to be blinded by what the perpetrators have presented to them
2. DO NOT listen with face value without finding the truth or have an overview of what was being told
3. DO NOT fall into the trap of the perpetrators and spread information that has not been verified

Another red flag by Sree Maa Shri Ji
To Victims - Do not be recruited as Flying Monkeys
To Narcissists - Do not use innocent people as our Flying Monkeys 

To the PERPETRATORS - STOP before it's too late

1. DO NOT try to pull wool over the victims’ eyes
2. DO NOT try to fill the victims’ ears with toxic lies and rumours
3. DO NOT try to slander and run a smear campaign

In the teachings of Sree Maa Shri Ji, it is always about the righteous way of living, practise discernment and does not harm anyone due to personal agenda and while all these are being taught … Sree Maa Shri Ji have put themselves on the table and being the sacrificial lambs so that we can learn something valuable.

Reminder to us by Sree Maa Shri Ji 

First encounter ....

Being in my delusion world, my made believed reality. I was in my game of search for spiritual liberation and that I am ready for the Absolute TRUTH… On the hindsight, I see that I am lying to myself and beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji.

I made use of Sree Maa Shri Ji to get me a job in New Zealand with my sob stories, Sree Maa Shri Ji being kind as always recommended me to Rita, who is also a volunteer of Kosmic Fusion, instead of working for Rita and respecting Rita like a boss, I started to fight with her. I have breached the trust given by Sree Maa Shri Ji by behaving in an ungrateful manner.

As I was a co-dependent narcissist, I was triggered by Rita and all my narcissist traits vomited out like a fountain, I could not suppress myself in front of her, my mask fell apart, I was in competition with her, wanting to put her down as I cannot stand to see her better than me, I was unable to stand Rita’s façade as I was able to see through her games because I was doing the same as well. My narcissism came back full power… my evil, mean nasty self was at its peak.

Dallia, who was the master of manipulator, a full blown malignant narcissist, saw the crack and took the opportunity to create wedges between Rita and myself, she poisoned me with negative comments about Rita, such as pointing out to me that Rita has trust issues with her when she was working in her shop (also with recommendation by Sree Maa Shri Ji), that Rita was wearing revealing clothes to get guys attention … all these while to hide the fact that she wanted to get even with both me and Rita.

Why would anyone want to do that? Being a Malignant narcissist, she cannot see anyone having something that she cannot have due to excessive jealousy and envy. Dallia needed to punish Rita for owning a business, house, car, wearing expensive clothes and carrying branded bags when she has to struggle to live within her means. Dallia needed to punish me for taking the job/position that she was eyeing in Rita's shop for so long, which she sees as her entitlement 

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This is just the beginning of me being played by the narcissists around me…. the hint which is given by Sree Maa Shri Ji that I choose to bypass ..... QUOTE:  “ when you are playing others, others are playing you”

Learn ... Un-Learn ... Re-Learn

In my journey of self-discovery... I am given the platform to Learn, Un-Learn and Re-Learn about my self, Self, SELF ...My beloved Guru/Mentor Sree Maa Shri Ji are always there to give support, encouragement in every little step I take so that I have the strength to work on myself... I am so grateful and thankful to my Guru/Mentor Sree Maa Shri Ji for the unconditional LOVE and Grace for embracing me for who I am.

Sree Maa Shri Ji has always maintained full transparency to the public that Sree Maa Shri Ji's teaching is about the Absolute TRUTH ... which is very difficult for general public to digest as the antidote is to summon our courage to get ugly with our EGO self and the seekers who are lost and have been searching for an answer to freed themselves from their own melodramas, will be shared with the Absolute TRUTH ... no sugar coating. 

Not everyone wants to accept the ABSOLUTE TRUTH

This is the USP of Sree Maa Shri Ji's teachings which I love the most.

Since day 1, I have always been shared about the importance of Honesty, Integrity and Authenticity in Sree Maa Shri Ji's teachings, NEVER once I had been misled into anything I am not ready.

I am sick and tired of my old self and for ONCE, wanted to make change for the betterment of my soul. Life cannot be just about “EAT...SLEEP and DEATH” …. there must be something more … as I continue my journey of searching ...most answers I have gotten from other spiritual groups were unable to give a satisfactory answer to "What's beyond death" … the answers were so vague and I became more lost as I was feeling more confused ... until I found Sree Maa Shri Ji. I am able to resonate with what Sree Maa Shri Ji is teaching, deep down I was screaming to myself "This is the one! Never let it go!" since then I became a volunteer for Kosmic Fusion. I can NEVER say that I do not know what I have signed up for because this is what I am looking for ... the Absolute TRUTH!

This is the what happens to the world right now ...