Ashram House experience

On a personal level, I can say that the experience in the Ashram House is a beautiful one. If I had not been mucking around and playing games, taking advantage of the genuine volunteers who wanted to bring this work forward.

Daily schedule in the Ashram revolves around Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj and duties to keep the Ashram need and tidy.

Mandir decorated by Beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji

Clothes of Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj change by Beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji daily

I am so fortunate to witness how Sree Maa Shri Ji attends to Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj the entire day, it involves with performing Aarti, chanting, preparing bath for Shreeji Maharaj (Abhishek), changing clothes for Shreeji Maharaj, singing Bhajans, doing Malas, offering fruits, hot milk, breakfast, lunch and dinner to Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj and put Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj to rest for the day. I always have this feeling that the time has stopped in the Ashram House, there is no time and space concept ... it is without the interference from the outside world... I believe it’s because I was fortunate to be benefiting from the outpour of Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Love and Devotion towards Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj which has humbled me 🙏🙇🙏 

Just like how the participants of 5D++ AwaKeNiN & TrANsForMaTioN workshop who have benefitted from the communion of Sree Maa Shri Ji and Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj and receiving Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, 24 x 7.

Sree Maa Shri Ji always lead by example, the details that Sree Maa Shri Ji goes in putting the effort into serving Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj which puts me in awe always. Sree Maa Shri Ji has shown me that I need to put in my heart and soul when offering my service to anyone, show appreciation and gratitude for the many things that has bestowed upon in my life, take everything in life positively by seeing and reflect from within, do not steal credits of others and give due credits to others, respect and honour other’s effort and hard work, do not judge people, be honest and stand tall, do not be afraid of my own weaknesses and be in acceptance and it is totally okay to be imperfect… and many more.

I am ashamed to say that I have not brought any of these qualities when coming to the Ashram, all I did was deceit and groom my ego self.

Why would most people want to go to Monastery/Zen/Ashram experiences?

1. To discipline themselves, knowing that they need to look within on their own weaknesses, such as laziness, procrastination, lack of focus ...

2. To have a break from the worldly desires, give the soul a break, to rejuvenating soul and body

3. Self-discovery journey - to see own endurance level, to check on focus level, even to challenge the mind, body and spirit ...

If anyone who has experienced any monastery stay, Zen meditation workshop or even going on a pilgrimage stay will know that there are rules that need to be followed. As all the visitors know what they have sign up for, I believe this is what they wanted to experience in the first place.

Image from Sivananda Ashram Yoga Farm

There will be general rules like wake up early, meditation/prostrations/chanting/praying, vegetarian diet, some activities for the stay related experiences, early night … the list goes on… It is clear that this happens all over the world, some examples in the links below

• https://www.lonelyplanet.com/south-korea/seoul/travel-tips-and-articles/zen-retreat-a-beginners-guide-to-korean-temple-stays/40625c8c-8a11-5710-a052-1479d2766ff8
• https://japan-magazine.jnto.go.jp/en/1511_eiheiji.html

So for Dallia and Irene to claim that they were living in a camp is not true. Are they implying that all these monastery stay experiences are military camps? The truth is anyone who volunteers to join these programs will do a research about what they have signed up for isn't it, being a true blue narcissist, both Dallia and Irene are lying when they play victims to the world. They really think that they can fool everyone and gaslight the innocent people into believing their stories.

We have a lot of  free time in the Ashram House, if we choose to use these personal time to do our own things, it got nothing to do with Sree Maa Shri Ji or the Ashram House routine, Dallia and Irene agreed on the routine and now twisting the facts to make Sree Maa Shri Ji look bad, all I see from their action is retaliation because they are still in denial.

Ashram House Project

In the spiritual journey for many, I believe that at one point in time there will be thoughts of wanting to go on a spiritual retreat, to be away from the material world and give the soul a break to start looking within so that healing can happen.

In Japan, there is “Henro”, a walking route that takes in 88 temples on Japan’s southern island, a journey that leads toward self-discovery and personal growth, there are also seekers who go for a spiritual Zen meditation experience to seek to enter a state of selflessness by shutting out worldly desires. 

Henro Route
Image by nippon.com

Image by japan-magazine.jnto.go.jp

In Korea, Thailand visitors stay in the monastery to experience the lifestyle of a monk and In India, there are Ashram for spiritual seekers to visit their Gurus and receive discourses as a group.

The Ashram concept is no alien to anyone, it has only been explained and terms in a different way but the basic concept is the same, for the soul to have a break from this material world and seek soul relief during this period of time.

In 2016, some volunteers were inspired by the great love, devotion that Sree Maa Shri Ji has displayed during the Taupo retreat. Like-minded volunteers wanted to do something so that more spiritual seekers can benefit from this communion between Sree Maa Shri Ji and Bhagwan Shreeji Maharaj.

So Rita and I volunteered to take the lead to start this project of an Ashram House so that we can learn and experience what an Ashram would be like if we want to build one in future. The idea is to have Sree Maa Shri Ji invited into the Ashram house so that the “setting” is more real and Sree Maa Shri Ji can share some guidance on how to run an Ashram.

We started the project in March 2016 when we found a house that was suitable to run the Ashram house project. We cordially invited Sree Maa Shri Ji to the Ashram house which Sree Maa Shri Ji graciously accepted.

Sree Maa Shri Ji has sacrificed personal time and space for us to come together and learn something in order for the Ashram project to be realized, the volunteers’ dream is to bring this Ashram project forward, build a place and space which is safe for anyone to come and seek shelter for spiritual upliftment through meditation, listening to discourses or reading scriptures. 

Sree Maa Shri Ji has graciously given us the tool, that is Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, the platform which is the Ashram house to run. There is a Chinese saying, 师父领进门，修行在个人, you can lead a horse to the water but you can't make him drink, I am ashamed to say that few of us came with the wrong intention and were mucking around, I have contributed to the destruction of this sacred Ashram house project because when I saw how Dallia and Irene were displaying destructive acts and started to bully the volunteers in both subtle and outright manner, I sat on the fence and never red flag any of them as I chose self-protection over being a team player.

I have let Sree Maa Shri Ji down by acting small, playing games with the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion, being a flying monkey of Dallia, Irene and wasting precious time of Sree Maa Shri Ji for being a bystander because of self-preservation and not practising what is being taught by Sree Maa Shri Ji ... Honesty, Integrity and Authenticity

ALL KNOWING - See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Talk No Evil

Have you ever wonder how humans are created in the first place?  Or appreciating this amazing body that we have or wonder how such complex systems within this small physical body of ours operates on its own, how the veins are the plan in such delicate manner that it did not cross each other's path???... Questions that were raised by Sree Maa Shri Ji to make us reflect... After pondering ... I believe there is something greater out there which this peanut brain of mine will never comprehend… There must be someone out there who is all knowing …. the all-knowing, omnipresence, omnipotent …

Beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji 

Now looking back, Sree Maa Shri Ji has always been the ALL Knowing. In the FiT (Facilitator- in- training) program, I recalled Sree Maa Shri Ji shared a photo of “See no Evil, Hear no Evil, Speak no Evil” to all of us. I was unable to see the warning that Sree Maa Shri Ji was giving to me ... TO STOP these acts before I regret, which I choose to bypass.

In Sree Maa Shri Ji’s teachings, multiple times of readings are required in order to grasp the many different levels of teachings that Sree Maa Shri Ji shares … Forewarning always has been given to all of us, including the ones who have the potential to choose the wrong path, just like what Dallia and Irene had taken ...

 QUOTE from Sree Maa Shri Ji:
‘Hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil!’ What you did not learn as children were ‘Think no evil!’

On the hindsight, the message given was on 2 levels …

To the VICTIMS - Practice Discernment 

1. DO NOT to be blinded by what the perpetrators have presented to them
2. DO NOT listen with face value without finding the truth or have an overview of what was being told
3. DO NOT fall into the trap of the perpetrators and spread information that has not been verified

Another red flag by Sree Maa Shri Ji
To Victims - Do not be recruited as Flying Monkeys
To Narcissists - Do not use innocent people as our Flying Monkeys 

To the PERPETRATORS - STOP before it's too late

1. DO NOT try to pull wool over the victims’ eyes
2. DO NOT try to fill the victims’ ears with toxic lies and rumours
3. DO NOT try to slander and run a smear campaign

In the teachings of Sree Maa Shri Ji, it is always about the righteous way of living, practise discernment and does not harm anyone due to personal agenda and while all these are being taught … Sree Maa Shri Ji have put themselves on the table and being the sacrificial lambs so that we can learn something valuable.

Reminder to us by Sree Maa Shri Ji